luck. what a nice word. it's almost sad that it doesn't mean anything at all...


(c) to me~





some years ago my mother told me not to be friends with you.. with no reason, just like that. I answered to her that I don't leave people because of somebody else's wish.. and now.. I had to leave him because of your reasons. actually, you told me that I should go away from you if I want to stay near him, too.. so I am trying my best and I've swallowed everything I've wanted to say.. you have no idea how much it hurts and how much I think it's everything my fault.. now.. stop cutting the wounds with another hot knife.. please...